Was it enough?

This month 3 of our lepers died! I am so sad. Yet, they knew Jesus and are saved so we know they are with Him and now they are whole, healed, and in no more pain. They have all of their body parts, and they are lifted up and exalted in heavenly places. They are no longer considered a curse. No longer are they called unclean and untouchable. I can not wait to see them one day, and all I can do is... hope that in some small way, their live was made easier because God, in all his mysterious ways, chose me to go to India. Maybe they only had a bowl of rice. Was it enough? A clean bandage..was it enough? Could I have given just a little more? I do not want, I can not give, only a little piece of me..It has got to be more. God does not want only a little piece of us, He wants us all. I am on a mission and I WILL represent those who can not represent themselves and I will not stop until they have available medicine, a comfortable bed, full belly and self earned wage! And I am totally venting and this is my ramble for the evening. I am grieved, yet am full of hope. It is all so bittersweet........